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Hello Everybody - Welcome.

It has come to my attention that I can code HTML.

My ears in particular, whilst practicing this code, have picked up and identified a sound coming from outside my home. Something known as rain. It's weird. I want to create, but I either:

• Don't see it as a good use of time
• Want to conserve my energy for something else
• Can't focus without wanting to just relax with YouTube or something else

Is this a bad thing? I don't think so. I believe that this desire to create mixed with fear if I don't is a manifestation of my belief that I have a potential that's somehow always greater than whatever I'm meeting in the present moment. It indicates my belief that there are certain things I can do to live a perfect life or something close to it that will allow me to finally live happy, peaceful, coherent days.

I may have made a friend today - Daisy. I met her two weeks ago after my sociology tutorial. It turns out that she also has OCD and has even experienced psychosis and severe paranoia in the past as a consequence. As I told her, that must've been so hard.

Little weeny chicken